so today, was just, not my day.
my bus was late to pick me up from school, by over a half hour.
my head hurts like a bitch, and i'm feeling very very unhappy. :/
everything feels so pointless, and unreal. surreal. yes. thats the word.
i kind of wish i could take a break from life for a little while. i need one.
i feel so close to breaking again. i know im not back down at where i was, but i feel so close.
i'm so afraid of failing everything, but i feel that its inevitable, no matter what i do. so whats the point?
i'm going to die, someday. could be today, tomorrow, next week, next year, 10 years from now, who knows. so why shouldn't i choose when??
i don't know, and i don't care really.
i'm going to sleep.
lets put life on pause.
maybe there is a remote control for life. if so, please loan it to me...
About Me
- Anonymous
- I am me. But I'm lost. I'm confused, and out of it. Life doesn't feel real to me. I'm unhappy and I really have no idea why. I don't have a reason to explain my unhappiness. I think that is what I hate most. I want to be untangled. I have a huge imagination. I hope I live long enough to share it with the world. I will blow your mind. I swear.
dear you. i have no idea who you are, but you've seemed to taken a liking to my photography. -thank you-. i've read a little of what you've got going on here. you mention in your profile that you are "unhappy and you don't know why." (please don't take offense). try something new. every once in awhile post a list of at least ten things you have to be grateful for in your life. like you're huge imagination, that is something to be glad about. your awesome profile pic, everyones gotta love a good old NES game at one point :), be thankful for beautiful art, i see you have Salvador Dali's fine art of the day, be thankful for that. I bet, if you focus on things to be glad about, you'll find a little bit more happiness! like OF MONTREAL, for instance, THEY are a stellar band! :) don't take offense, whomever you are, just find happiness in the small things. it makes everything else a little bit better.
ReplyDeleteLove,
tif
thank you for the compliment! i appreciate your kind words! and do talk to your parents. they're more helpful then you'd think. plus, they care about you.
ReplyDeletehigh five! :)
-tiffani